1. |
A Nu Start
02:17
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And I try
Everyday
To love myself
In every way
And it's been hard
Starting from where I was
But I've come far
It's a new leaf, It's a new start
And you're not
Like anyone before
Cuz you're not
Always asking for more
And I like that
And I like that we
couldn't stop laughing
Watching TV on your couch
And I'm running more
And I'm not a mess
And I'm proud
I'm weighing less
And I'm happy
In my heart
Cuz I love myself
It's a new leaf it's a new start
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2. |
Disinterested
03:51
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All I want is to be myself
And more records on my shelf
Cause they make me happy when I'm sad
And when I fight with my dad
here's the thing about that life
It's not worth my time
I'm fucking sick and tired of being told to change
Not to act that way
And here's what to say
All I want to do is to paint my nails
And Learn more scales
So I can jam
I'm entirely disinterested in what you want
Because I don't care
About my hair
All of that shit is getting on my nerves
I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm not good enough for you
All I want is to hang with friends
Where only sleep marks the end
Of the fun that we had
So here's to saying "I'm not mad"
And putting arguments to bed
Most problems are in our head
I'm fucking sick and tired of being told to change
Not to act that way
And here's what to say
All I want to do is to paint my nails
And Learn more scales
So I can jam
I'm entirely disinterested in what you want
Because I don't care
About my hair
All of that shit is getting on my nerves
I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm not good enough for you
All I want
Is to be myself
And records
On my shelf
I'm fucking sick and tired of being told to change
Not to act that way
And here's what to say
All I want to do is to paint my nails
And Learn more scales
So I can jam
I'm entirely disinterested in what you want
Because I don't care
About my hair
All of that shit is getting on my nerves
I don't know what to do
Cuz I'm not good enough for you
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3. |
Sunny Honey
03:09
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When I saw you my eyes fell to the floor
And I started running for the door
Cause I can't handle anymore
And I think it's funny
That we called each other honey
But we only stuck when it was sunny
I guess something had to give
So someone tell me why im not sad
I feel I should be but I'm glad
It must have something to do
With me being completely over you
And I'm sorry if this comes of as mean
But I just wanted to see
What happiness means to me
Cuz I have to think about myself
And what it means for my health
And to love me before anyone else
So someone tell me why im not sad
I feel I should be but I'm glad
It must have something to do
With me being completely over you
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4. |
Here Or Anywhere
03:51
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Parts of my life are falling apart
While parts of my life are just falling place
But it seems that all of my life is falling away as I fall from grace
Cuz I'm stuck here alone and know none of the songs
And All I can think about is where I went wrong
And what will my parents think now of me
I know that they're anxious but nothing like me
My chest is tight and my heart is quick
And my brain decides that now's the best time to feel sick
So what the fuck is happening, is this just anxiety
I guess maybe I'm just starting to see
That I'd rather
be with you
Now or later
here or anywhere
So give me a time and give me a place
Whenever you please, You know I've got time to waste
I know that's dramatic but here's what the fact is
I'm a romantic and nothing can change that
There's no goddamn reason why this would ever work
And I know you're afraid that I'm gonna get hurt
But laying with you till quarter past 4
On my bedroom floor makes me think it's worth
Going through the motions of saying emotions
And fucking up everything that we ever had
So please don't be mad
That I'd rather
be with you
Now or later
here or anywhere
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5. |
Better
04:08
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I've been sitting here waiting on someone
To come around and make it all better
expecting somebody
to show up soon
Everything else seems to be fixed
i'm just waiting for someone to share it with
is it possible it's something to do with me
why can't it be like the last time
where it just happened
i want it to happen
i have realized
that it can't just happen
you need to make it happen
they say "you can't expect love to walk through the door"
that's what meeting new people is for
but i don't want to get hurt
they say "you gotta get yourself out there"
well myself is really quite annoying
its understandable that i'm alone
why can't it be like the last time
where it just happened
i want it to happen
i have realized
that it can't just happen
you need to make it happen
i'm tired of making up excuses
its my fault that i haven't moved forward
im holding myslef back
so here's to getting on with my life
i hope the next song is a lot fucking happier
i am moving on
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6. |
Bus Driver Service Pin
04:28
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Well I'm sorry for what I've done
It was never my intention
To hurt you at the end
I just didn't want to be friends
I'm gonna stick
To what I said
About
You and me
And being free
We both need
Time and space
To clear our heads
And decide on
What it means
For you and me
To go our separate ways
Someone tell me what we did wrong
So that I can stop writing songs
About my mental state
The last thing I want is hate from you
I don't want to define myself
By someone who gives me hell
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7. |
What Happened?
02:57
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did it matter at all to you
the nights we stayed up late just talking
can you recall any of it
any of the moments that we shared
because it ended in an instant
what the hell happened
no warning, no fight, no explanation
what the hell happened
did you mean any of it
were they all just hollow words
how can i tell if it was real
or if i just wasted your time
because it ended in an instant
what the hell happened
no warning, no fight, no explanation
what the hell happened
i feel as though i'm overthinking
maybe i should just let it go
but then again my hearts still sinking
further into nothingness
because it ended in an instant
what the hell happened
no warning, no fight, no explanation
what the hell happened
the only thing i want to know is
what the fuck happened
i guess what i'm asking is
was i just another name on your list
do i want to know this?
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8. |
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Well you really fucked me up
I have every reason to hate you
But every time that anger boils up
The good times hit me like 10 ton truck
Why did everything have to change
We could've stayed right here
We could've laid right here
But you had to open up your mouth
And ruin what could've been
I tried to look past all your flaws
But certain things just didn't sit right
I'd lay in bed and stare at the wall
Just hoping you wouldn't call
Why did everything have to change
We could've stayed right here
We could've laid right here
But you had to open up your mouth
And ruin what could've been
I'm glad things ended when they did
Things were getting worse and fast
That's not stay it didn't matter
It just didn't last
Well I can't look you in the face
Due to anger or something else
It may not have been much to you
But it meant a whole lot to me
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9. |
Concert Thoughts
03:41
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I watched you intently from the corner of my eye
As our bodies softly softly collide
I wonder what it is that I should do next
Is there a right move when there's nothing left
I wish that I could understand myself
Then maybe I could learn to ask for help
I wish someone could tell me what to do
Then maybe I could articulate how I feel with you
I wonder what's it like to not second guess every move you make
And to feel your life is more than than the sum of your mistakes
How much of this truly defines me
And what's it like to fall asleep before three
I wish that I could understand myself
Then maybe I could learn to ask for help
I wish someone could tell me what to do
Then maybe I could articulate how I feel with you
We laid in your car and stared at the stars
At the point every trouble seemed so far
I wish I could love you like I did back then
But I guess I need to learn to love myself again
I don't wanna have to do that again
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10. |
Staying Clean
02:43
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The reason I stay clean
The only time I don't want to be clean
Is when I want to hurt myself
I only want to get fucked up to self destruct
So fuck me up I guess
Fuck myself and smash me to bits
I don't have to deal with your shit
If I'm unconscious
Maybe I'll just sleep outside
And Let the rain and cold do it for me
Is that was this is
Me wanting to die
It's all too familiar
But I gotta put those thoughts to bed
And then put myself to bed
Cuz I don't wanna die
I wanna live, or at least try
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11. |
Don't Leave
05:07
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And he sat right there when he told me
And she stood right there when she told
And I laid right here when she told me
And I cried right there when they told me
Different instances, same result
I often wonder, Is this my fault?
And why them and not me
If this is life, then what the hell could hell ever be?
Not seeing you is one thing
But losing you would destroy me too
Don't leave me
Don't leave me here
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Ripoff Minnesota
i don't even know what to call this project anymore but it's mostly me so...indie-punk solo artist?
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